I brought it upon myself.

It has been......half a year??? Why on earth am I still clinging onto this memory?

I remember he asked why I liked him. "Is it only because I'm nice to you?" No.

But if you ask me again today, why do I still care? Is it because I crave for someone to treat me as he did? F* ~ why do I even bother?


Must be having hormonal imbalances now....