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Monday, May 08, 2006

From the two worlds.

The news came as a shock, perhaps not surprisingly.

Attached with the shock was disagreement, but I saw no need and no standing to transform it from the rational to the emotional area.

I intended to give only a nod to the whole issue. But I continued after that knowing quite well what would happen next.

It happened.

But I've done what I think I should do. We've seen very different things and think differently.

No one knows what lies ahead. Support always.

Haven't discovered the issues deep enough but I was running out of time. Shouldn't have started talking basically.

I didn't have time and again, I had no standing.


Good to have someone who thinks differently around me. Courageous I have to say.



I've said enough many times. Looking back why I carried on, I know there was a reason. There still is a reason.

Disastrous exam today as usual. I've really had enough. But it's only the beginning (afer 4 years). I will carry on becuase I have a goal now. What remains unknown is how long this goal will last and what the process will lead to.I'm diving into a crazy world and I know it.

I chose it.

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