Me-phobia

Haven't written for a while!! To recap:

I was in another one of my emotional rollercoasters the past few months and I had no mood whatsoever to write. On top of that, I really had no time to do so.

Work-wise, there are certain things i really dislike about my work, the nature of my work i mean, but i've got over that already (hopefully)

I've started to live a healthier life by starting to jog then i'll start running.

G has once again disappeared and I'll be glad to find his name in the missing person's database or even better the deaths registery. File closed.

Suddenly told by a friend that he's having a CD-launching party and that i may be able to jam some songs with him, very excited as its been ages since I've last sung. I hope his preparation is going smooth~

Overall, family, work and life in general, I'm slightly more stablized these days.

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Me-phobia

Spent a blissful fansiful relaxing night with the artistic phyllis last night. The biggest tool one can have for killing boredom is creativity. Oh well, may be pfor phyllis, with a camera.

Phyllis had intended that this photo session would cure my me-phobia(ie. phobia in facing/confronting whatever products made by or involving myself such as audio or visual recordings, pictures, writings, even my song arrangements) .

Did it help ..?
Technically no. (Sorry babe~) Although i think it has improved my condition. There was nothing to worry about as these photos are not going show my (full) face and they're going to be heavily edited so i'll only see Phyllis in these photos, not me. As in I believe Dorian Gray's portrait revealed the painter and not Gray himself.

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Relax.